Suicidal Infidelities (Part 2) by @Hack_Beta (Fallen Angel)

Have you ever had ur heart ripped out of ur chest twice in one day? On friday it all started @ dinner, (go to http://www.side7.com/cgi-bin/S7SDB/DisplayImg.pl?INO=216433 for details) then 5 hours later, i got this e-mail from the girl waho wanted to set me up with Mike. "Matt - I really don't want to be the one to tell you this becuase you have always been really nice to me and I don't want to be the bearer of bad news. So please don't make drastic decisions or jump to conclusions and become depressed. There's no easy way to tell you this, so I'm just going to say it. I talked to Mike tonight and he has a girlfriend now. He's made up his mind that he can't be with guys anymore because to him its religously wrong (he’s mormon). His mom found out he was bi, and made him see an elder (they’re like a priest or something) and talked him out of it. (I dont know how...) His mom also said that if he didnt change his ways, that he would be disowned and cut off by his family. So, he got together with his best friend Jessica. (he’s known her since he was like 3) He also wanted me to tell you that you are one of the coolest people he knows and that you are very talented. And he wants you to not give up on love because there is someone out there for you, you just have to keep looking. I want you to know that the only reason I’m telling you this and he isn’t is because he feels really horrible about this and didnt want to make this harder on you or himself. I just hope that we can remain friends after this. I’m sorry for even introducing you to him, because I dont want to see you hurt. I’m sorry Matt." I just wanna die with all the crap I've been dealing with lately. I'm gonna curl up into a little ball, and hold my stuffed rabbit til I fall asleep.

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