omg its you=( you dont realize how much I miss you...I feel like I'm dying inside...I hope you still want to be with me cause I dont want to be without you...every moment I think of you and wonder if it will ever be the same and I hope it will because I miss being with you...my life is falling apart without you...my stepdad is bein a suicidal psycho, my bunny Vanilla died, my favorite Guniea pig Duchess died...somtimes I wonder why I even try anymore to be happy and to keep goin and the only answer I can come up with is because of you...all I can think of is you, in my mind in my dreams..I've had so many dreams lately...last night I had a dream that I visited you and the whole time your mom yelled at me I woke up crying knowing that your mom will never like me...my life is fallin I don't know how much I can take anymore you've always helped me thru my life with out you I really don't think I'll be able to make it thru my life with out you...but I will try my hardest to make it thru but only for you