@The-Wizard-of-Zaar: I honestly only interacted to her once, then she up and blocked me over a “sarcastic” comment I made about cannibals being crazy. This happened a few years ago tbf. (I rather be on Telegram and Element Matrix tbh, I’m thinking of abandoning my Discord until it gets deleted after two years and when I’m done with school too, I hear nothing but bad things about it now, I use Discord here and there and that’s it. (Wow, what a shock, Fat punisher are surrounding themselves with people just as rotten as her.) I also hated CunningCondor over him blocking me over me saying I like Smiling Friends, then he went off on me saying I proved his point about Hollywood shows or something and it makes him ashamed to be a cartoonist or some bs like that. I still hope his dreams of being a “professional” cartoonist get crushed tbh, why bother working with Hollywood at this point? Hollywood sucks. Sorry for the rant, I’ll cool down now.
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@N0-11 || Journal Entry
Nihilina Gloomee
Thinking of throwing away all my grudges towards some DA people + etc
26 Dec 2023, 04:29 AM
I’m better off throwing away these petty grudges over getting blocked from DA’s forum goers, (looking at you CunningCindor and FatPunisher…) and I’ll still be cautious towards some people online anyways, at least people act like the people I mentioned in this journal. I’ll still be wary towards “so called” professionals too that try too hard to look professional, that always rubs me the wrong way tbh. Whatever, I’lol just pray to an angel to help me forget about my petty online grudges tbqh. (I’ll get more heart issues if I keep remembering stuff that makes me really angry, it’s anything but healthy.) Sorry, I just wanted to vent in this journal this time, and doing some self reflection. As much as I hate these two DA people, I’m not making myself look better by holding a grudge towards them either. Спасибо.
Comments (4)
Posted: Tuesday, 26 December, 2023 @ 09:32 PM
I spent several years trying to coach a colleague to stop twisting himself in knots over people he'd fallen out with. The way my father put it to me: Change what you can, and stop worrying about what you can't—life's too short to waste on people you don't even like. (And frankly, the general trend on places like dA is, assuming it wasn't for deliberate trolling/harassment, you were probably doing something right. :^) )
Small world.
It's weird that you know Fat Punisher, yet I've never really seen you around on DA.
Forgiveness is definitely an admirable, pious thing to do on your part; but I'm sure I don't need to tell you it's unlikely to be reciprocated.
That clique surrounding her aren't great people to be around anyway, particularly when they take it over to discord.