Just wanting to vent a little. Recently I've been so busy to make my own comic works and being present in social media, that I've been seriously considering quitting altogether with both comic posting and artistic social media.

I'm getting busier and more tired as I age. Because yeah, I also realize I'm way older than most people in social media for obvious reasons as, of course, younger people have more time to be online. And me being busy has become a permanent thing, so no wonder there are almost no adults my age online. There won't be a day I'm not busy, everything I have to do takes me a whole day to work on, from both work, domestic life, family life, friends, which is not bad, I love my people, (can't say the same about my job, haha), but in none of this moments of my life there's time for doing art, my comics or my characters.

Makes me feel that as time passes by, the more of a privilege becomes to make art. Despite that I quit years ago the idea of making art a professional career, I'm disappointed that I can't make it a hobby either. I fear that I'll be doing what most adults who are not professional artists around me do and quit doing art. I really try to sit and draw something for my comics or myself, but when I have time to do so, I feel so tired that I can hardly focus. I also get my hand in pain if a I draw or paint for to long, since autumn is starting over here and that means my hands will hurt due to the cold.

Just venting a little, as I'm not looking for solutions, there's is none for my situation. I just wanted to let it out of my chest.